Boy, was it ever so humbling.
And, it was just what I needed, tho!
No reason to *think* I'm playing well.
We need to test ourselves every now and then to see if we are really playing as well as we think we are, or not.
This weekly tourney told me a few things about my myself and my game:
- I still get nervous
- I play different when I'm surrounded by people I don't feel comfortable around
- I was making rookie mistakes b/c I was uncomfortable
- I was sad I was reverting back to bad habits (even though I told myself on the way there to stay down and take my time)
- I did not take my time
- I still do not mentally handle well playing against slow players
- Short races against good players should be on my mind (it wasn't) to keep me focused
- I need to remember to have fun (I did not have fun nor cared less if I was there after a very short period time)
I hope this experience will not deter you from joining the gang again soon on Friday or Saturday nights. You know you are welcome. And it's likely the only time some of us will get to see you.
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